happy

I'm really happy.

Every single thing is falling into place. Every question, every unfulfilled wish and every experience makes perfect sense right now.

God is good. Life is super duper wonderful. =)

monthly pahed

Sabi nga ni Angelina Jolie sa Girl, Interrupted, "Crazy is you and me amplified."

Pag may PMS ako, crazy ako kaya amplified lahat--lahat ng frustrations, lahat ng fears, lahat ng insecurities, lahat ng isipin, ang pagod, ang stress, ang pageemote, ang paranoia. Talaga naman oo. Ang hirap maging babae, lalo na pag malapit na dumating ang panahon na yun ng buwan.

Ilang gabi na akong hindi nakakatulog ng mahimbing. Ang dami kong naiisip. Hindi ko alam kung PMS pa yun o dami ko lang talagang iniisip.

Di ko naman gusto maginarte. Pero kapag nagp-PMS ka parang yun lang ang feel mong gawin. Yung mga nakakayanan mong dalhin during ordinary days eh parang nagiging overwhelming na lang kapag malapit ka nang maging girl ulet.

Kagabi naiyak na nga lang ako eh.

Siguro nakatulong yung pagiyak kasi paggising ko kaninang umaga back to normal ako. Ready to face the world, ika nga.

Malamang kelangan din maginarte kahit minsan sa isang buwan para marelease mo lahat ng negative energy sa katawan mo. Hindi lang siguro physical ang reason sa likod ng monthly period. Di lang siguro lining ng uterus ang nagsheshed dahil hindi dumating ang hinihintay na sperm cell ng egg.

Siguro pati puso at isip mo nagsheshed din dahil hindi nangyari yung mga inaasahan mong mangyari, hindi dumating yung mga inaasahan mong dumating.

O sha, tama na ang drama. Lunes na lunes eh. Wala ang boss ko at ako ang second in command. Madaming dapat tapusin.

Good morning world! =)

love long distance

Even if we've only been apart for almost two months, B and I have mastered the art of maintaining a long-distance relationship. Here is a picture of a typical Saturday:


Thank God for PCs, the Internet, webcams, Skype and YM!

happy 11th mantsary B!

I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You touched my heart so deeply
And I can’t thank God enough for all the
Beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you

You came along in an unexpected time
It was so divine
Knowing you are mine
It feels so right when I look into your eyes
I never knew that love could make me feel this way
I can’t wait for the day when I can truly say

I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You touched my heart so deeply
And I can’t thank God enough for all the
Beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you

I’ve sung so many songs in stages
With thousands of them watching me
But you’re here with me now
And I sing this song to you
To you, baby
Just for you

--Beautiful Days, Kyla

fx rides

I've been living in Quezon City for a little over a month now. Before and after I moved, B and I thought I would be worn out by now, due to the long byahe going to the office. I, however, find myself loving it.

The FX ride going to the office takes about 45 minutes to an hour, depending on the traffic. I relish those minutes because it is then that I get to organize my thoughts, reflect, process my feelings, prioritize my tasks for the day and even daydream. Once I get on board the FX, I plug my earphones, listen to music and put my mind to work.

Most of the time I think about B and our relationship, where it's at and where it's headed.

If I'm not thinking about B, I ponder about moving to and working in another country, which often ends up with me realizing that despite the traffic congestion, pollution and wreckless bus drivers, I love living in this country. I love its beaches, the warmth and laid-back lifestyle of its people. I've been to Hong Kong, China and Singapore, but no place compares to this impoverished country I call home.

At other instances I think about what I really want to do with my life. I now know that I'm not going anywhere unless I figure that out. I am, however, happy with where I am right now.

Then, there are FX rides when I just dance in my mind. Or sing.

I guess I won't get tired of FX rides. It helps me keep my sanity.

sandali lang

B gave me a new mp3 player for my birthday and I'm loving it! Super! It's a 512MB Creative Zen Neeon. Saya!

Astig ng sound quality. Naninibago ako kasi yung luma kong mp3 player, which I bought in Hong Kong a few months ago, ay generic lang na made in Taiwan. Iba talaga pag branded. Hehe.

Salamat bebepots!

balikbayan

My bebs
A nice bouquet
Singapore Zoo
Denice and Mike
Sentosa
Marina Bay Park all-you-can-eat
Awesome fireworks show
Simple birthday lunch
Singapore Botanic Garden
National Orchid Garden
Chinatown
Playgrounds
The Merlion
Coffee along Boat Quay
Long train rides
Bus adventures
An MRT station accident

So many kwento, so little time.
Must catch up with work first.

See ya later. =)